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I can't seem to give a title to a new post whenever i'm blogging one. The title's given for completion sake and it often suggests nothing about the post at all. I always thought that it's the content that matters most.

Titles can be misleading. They create false hopes which usually lead to disappointment later.


*sudden mind block suddenly*


Sis asked a very good question when i sent her the link of my blog for the very first time (i finally revealed the humble existence of my blog and warned her to keep her opinions to herself :P).

Despite being only two strides apart (she was just behind me with her laptop as our barrier), she found it necessary to im me. Cannot talk one.

"Why all/only words?"

Well spotted.

"...but i don't believe a picture speaks a thousand words. I never knew what Picasso was drawing all this while anyway..."

I almost wanted to add that I was also often confused whether Mona Lisa was actually smiling/smirking/grinning/blushing/constipating/etc as to defend myself for not having any pictures posted. But I don't see that my point made any sense.

She gave an exasperated reply (whatever!) and left the room.

Lol...as much as I expect pictures whenever I'm reading something, i can't help not obliging to post some when I myself happened to be the creator of that particular something.

Because pictures are or can be (usually are) as misleading as ornate titles, i thought.

Gosh i'm contradicting myself. Fine fine, just assume that I'm just too lazy and uninspired to post pictures.

Or maybe, my photography skills suck that I can't bear to have the photos taken by yours truly to be seen anywhere.

Or rather, my mediocre skills aren't exactly mediocre, i just need a simple DSLR to bring out the effects of what good photos should have. Hear that mum dad... :DDD

Stupid gadgets and stuff. Stupid iPhone 4G for existing. Stupid Apple. Stupid Steve Jobs. Stupid.... They make me lose my mind -.-

Ah, I'll get one in UK because they ought to cost less in overseas, or so i was told.

Wait till I'm granted with the right amount of $$. =D


On a totally unrelated note,

How i wish that somebody would ask me what I intended to tell so that I don't have to begin first. Some things are too hard to express without certain triggers you know.


On another related note,

I'm freakin' skeptical. Because i suck at reading minds and studying attitudes, I assume that everyone has their own unseen/unknown intentions be it evil or good.

See, i even typed EVIL before GOOD because i somehow always see flaws in a first impression. And i find first impressions to be VERY IMPORTANT.

I just can't go against my conscience and convince myself that everyone is naturally, good-natured. That way, I'm somehow mentally armed.

Not being pessimistic about mankind, just being realistic. :)

I've no idea where i got that from. Maybe everyone is. Talk about human nature.


Another unrelated note,

Intuition seldom works for me. Blame the not-being-able-to-read-minds thingy again.
But I still love believing in mine no matter how erratic it can be.

Or maybe, i just love to be believe in what i wanted to believe.

See?? I'm always the one making all the judgements regardless of any circumstances. I can be really biased and choose to ignore certain things deemed terrible by others just because my mind thinks otherwise.

The same thing applies to things deemed perfect/good by others. I would only find them superficial.


Another one,

I don't really have a checklist to ascertain people. As long as we get along well with each other, infeasible checklists are totally unnecessary. What i would need is time, time and time to familiarize myself with somebody because i learn through observations, not by the rules (rules too rigid).

And it usually takes heck of a long time to convince myself about something/someone. Can't help, blame the skeptical me again.


Final unrelated note thus far,

I'm awfully shy although i look hardly like one :)