i missed...

Since there are approximately 23 more days before my college commences, i thought blogging beats rotting on the couch. Obviously -.-

what to do what to do WHAT TO DO?!

I'd definitely choose to return to those nostalgic schooling days (heck, like i have any more chances) where I was preoccupied the whole time with god knows what. There was always something that made me busy or at least, made me feel busy, I couldn't tell.

Screw exams, school's lifeless if exams were to reserve too much attention. BUT, i really do miss the euphoria and sense of satisfaction whenever i scored well, be it by chance or by hard work (usually it's by chance :D) No I'm not bragging...but... wth, i really scored well in my exams what :P

i thanked god and i'm thanking god now and will definitely do it again everyday for all the great things that happened/will happen to me :)

Now I realised, everything actually works like a chain reaction. I worked my ass off in f5, got good results, and subsequently secured a scholarship.

Very predictable because initially, i began everything with sheer hard work that only made the consequences possible.

ok, THAT only applies to common folks aka me. Geniuses of every kind defy the whole theory. They don't really need to torment their brain cells to come up with a solution. They only have to sit in one dark corner, close their eyes, and dream (no offence at all, this statement is said with pure awe) So freakin' unfair. Lol. But then again, god is fair. Geniuses have flaws too although they often did a very bad job at revealing them. ;)


School life has always been fun. I missed school. I missed life (life's currently uneventful due to the fact that new life's not occuring yet) Suddenly...

i missed the mischief i committed in class together with friends.

i missed asking annoying questions that pissed off teachers.

i missed the unpronounced rivalry in class.

i missed the moments of eating under the desks.

i missed the times we convinced teachers to give us a break after every 10 mins.

i missed the sight of heads stubbornly stuck to the table during lessons.

i missed feeling guilty for not completing homework which subsided quickly enough.

i missed the hand gestures/facial expressions/body language when a sucky person is in the vicinity.

i missed the optimism of not winning in the competition we took part ; we just wanted to see how it went.

i missed walking from class to class as i wished just because i wore a tie and looked very important indeed.

i missed being subtly serious and stern during important meetings in which i would just turn behind and laugh my head off at any second.

i missed scoring high marks but yet, still unconvinced that luck's not involved.

i missed discussing answers right after exams and howled pitifully when i got wrong.

i missed making fun of my partner.

i missed telling people off simply because i felt obligated to do so.

i missed singing in class and got teased by friends, who eventually joined me.

i missed being hypocritical just to please certain people.

i missed advising people about certain stuff that i won't even do it myself - i said it only because it sounded right and other people would agree too anyway.

i missed wearing my uniform that fitted perfectly, as in with the most limited space.

i missed standing during assembly while everyone got to sit; my butt never got wet.

i missed witnessing some teachers' most embarassing moments by accident.

i missed offering help to do something simply because i wanted to escape from others.

i just missed school lah.