dilemma

A few months ago, I'd have given anything to be taken even the slightest notice by them.

And now, they finally did.

I didn't screw up anything after all. So much for the excessive worries and anxiety prior to the call :)

Undeniably an occasion to be celebrated, yes.

I mean, it would be one IF I'm informed about it a tad later, a few days maybe?

What supposedly should be a blessing turned into an inevitable HUGE dilemma.

My options are typically expectable, either

YES

or

simply NO.

How about yes now,

but no later?

Really, who are you to ascertain their true intentions?

What's with all the internal connections or links that you seemed privy to?

You questioned about equality? Oh c'mon, that's banal!

Why get so frustrated when they failed to fulfil whatever you already had in mine?

And began denouncing how terrible their policy is when just a few months ago, you literally went gaga over the offer.

Talk about sour grapes.