Let the words be unspoken

Dear ***, I'm good but others were better.

Okay, maybe only a tad better if that contents you or gives the impression that I'm already there, well... almost.

You frightened me with your infeasible high expectations of me and I'm sorry that none found their ways to the reality. Just let this rest for good and anticipate something that's more likely to occur in my life...something that's parallel to what I really yearned for rather than those sought after hypes. You just can't claim something ONLY because I seemed like the one most appropriate (to you). AND do start believing that there really IS something that I can't achieve.


(digression)


"...don't go altering god's creation...like what MJ did..."

LOL!!

I like how she was being subtly opinionated during the discussion. Yes, she hit it. Fancy taking MJ to state her points aloud while I sat there, evidently wondering what MJ did in his past life that must have perturbed or offended her so deeply. C'mon, he's as dead as possible! There's no need to harp on about this anymore!

But then again, she was considerably polite and respectful with our choices. That must have refrained her frivolous urge to begin elaborating her strong beliefs which should be, particularly against MJ himself more than him meddling with God's work.

She's simply suggesting and meant no harm...maybe...

Feel my optimistic vibes? :)



Another good question : What had i learnt?

From my perspective, without adhering to some sort of standard rules of what to and not to say?



You wouldn't want to know, trust me.