Let the words be unspoken

Dear ***, I'm good but others were better.

Okay, maybe only a tad better if that contents you or gives the impression that I'm already there, well... almost.

You frightened me with your infeasible high expectations of me and I'm sorry that none found their ways to the reality. Just let this rest for good and anticipate something that's more likely to occur in my life...something that's parallel to what I really yearned for rather than those sought after hypes. You just can't claim something ONLY because I seemed like the one most appropriate (to you). AND do start believing that there really IS something that I can't achieve.


(digression)


"...don't go altering god's creation...like what MJ did..."

LOL!!

I like how she was being subtly opinionated during the discussion. Yes, she hit it. Fancy taking MJ to state her points aloud while I sat there, evidently wondering what MJ did in his past life that must have perturbed or offended her so deeply. C'mon, he's as dead as possible! There's no need to harp on about this anymore!

But then again, she was considerably polite and respectful with our choices. That must have refrained her frivolous urge to begin elaborating her strong beliefs which should be, particularly against MJ himself more than him meddling with God's work.

She's simply suggesting and meant no harm...maybe...

Feel my optimistic vibes? :)



Another good question : What had i learnt?

From my perspective, without adhering to some sort of standard rules of what to and not to say?



You wouldn't want to know, trust me.

Gotta let this out...

Damn you @$#%%# for failing me successively!

Urghh...so much for being meticulously diligent in revealing my personal information etc. to you bunch of useless biased gits! Next time, just state CLEARLY in the criteria what you're TRULY (evidently) looking for and stop giving pathetic false hopes to those who are under the impression that they deserve that damn thing more than anyone else!

Oh, so envisaging those would-be-crestfallen looks is what you people actually find humour in to compensate for those long dreadful hours with your asses stuck to the chair, doing an utterly tedious elimination. Really,what lives do you people live in?

Don't tell me about incompleteness and other nonsense when there's nothing I could have possibly missed out. How can that even happen when I did equally the same thing for others, and not get REJECTED instantly?

Don't even question about my qualification. For that first round, I think I'd already offered too much - more than what's required, at least.

Don't talk about luck, this OBVIOUSLY has got nothing to do with luck. It's more like a deliberate act to recruit only those that you already had in mind, regardless their unsuitabilities (as may perceived by others).

NOW,what makes you think that I don't stand a the chance when theoretically, I should have?

I'm not boasting how eligible I'm for this, NO, but still, two times successively?

Call me a pessimist or a snobbish good-for-nothing sore loser, but you wasted my TIME and HOPE!

One night found me...

With a sudden surge of inspiration... I'm here! =)

Why, you may ask.



Why not?




p.s: I hate to know if this is even going to last for one miserable day.